9/17/2006 noone but me from URL @ 1:08 AM
i've planned it. in the future, whenever things don't go right. whenever i want out, or i need to take a break. or even if as an adult, once in awhile i wna escape frm reality;
i'll leave singapore on a friday morning reach pulau tioman by friday evening, and go sleep. the next day, i'll go snorkelling/scuba diving. and in the evening, i'll sit by the beach. and i'll just sit. i'll write, most probably. then on sunday morning, i'll head back to singapore. and in the ample travelling time to and fro, i'll sort out my thoughts. a break from everyone, in solitude. and when i arrive home, i'll be renewed.
if you havent gone snorkelling before, you wouldnt understand. underwater, its just different. its just colours and life; almost perfect life. no bothers, no nothing. just cool water around you, and innocent things swimming ard. no pressure, no stress. "imagine youself wading through the water. you have your oxygen so you know you're safe; and there, there and then just for that moment, all you need to feel safe is just that tube in your mouth. nothing else. and when you swim, colours all around you. cool water through your body. fishes swimming; on their way, like you're on yours. its a whole new world. nothing bothers you underwater. its life."
i wna go snorkelling, sadly its the monsoon. very, very sadly. ):